Empty Nesters.
That’s what they call us after our babies have flown the coop. And even though the transition is not quite as detrimental as pushing a baby bird over the edge, it can sting just as hard when you hit that metaphorical cement.
This is where my husband and I find ourselves these days. Baby #1 is about to graduate from UNM with a degree in business administration, and Baby #2? Well, at eighteen, she shocked us with the news that she’d met the love of her life up at Bible school in Washington State, and they have plans to marry at the end of this year. And so… we look at each other over the expanse of the small end table that sits between his recliner and mine and think, “How in the world did this happen?”
When my youngest left home last year, I was lost for a couple of weeks. It’s quite a slap in the face to realize your role as a mom has drastically changed. You realize they’ll always need you, but not in the same way. My husband had his own moment of reflection. His baby girl was all grown up, and it was a shock to both of our systems.
I had a vision of how my life would play out. It’s probably similar to a million other girls’ ideas of life and love. I’d grow up, get married to the most handsome man in the world, of course, get our first dog together, then a degree, a good paying job, a mortgage, pop out a couple of kids—a boy, a girl—and we would live in perpetual happiness, frozen in time just like that.
Right.
Don’t get me wrong, growing old together was also a part of the plan. It’s one of the oldest clichés in the Book of Love, after all. But once you actually find the first gray hair, the ugly new wrinkle, the hints of your grown-up selves in your children’s faces? That’s when you have to face the fact that this “growing old together” is for real.
Two things tend you happen once you reach empty nester status: 1) you grow apart because the only thing keeping you together was the kids, or 2) you grow closer.
We all want the latter, I’m sure, and there is a simple way to prepare for it. You see, when a couple marries, they become the family. People get that wrong all of the time. They think family begins once the first baby comes. Not true. Children are merely an extension of what the two of you have already begun. And if you can wrap your mind around this, once the children are gone, the family stands strong. If you’re in the same boat as we are, I hope this has been your experience.
I can only speak to the upcoming generation now. For all of you younger married couples just beginning your lives together, listen up. Even after the children enter the picture, date. Once a week, once a month, as often as you can, don’t ever stop dating. Get a sitter or drop the kids off with Grandma for the night, but whatever it takes, make time to cultivate the family you started with just two people. It’s a conscientious choice to keep your love and commitment to each other alive, and I guarantee, you will never regret it.
Now I look at my husband across the expanse of that end table in a completely different light. I’m reminded that through all of the years of raising our children, of times when money was tight or we were sick or angry or tired, we never forgot to nurture our relationship or revisit the promises we made to each other at the altar. We started something beautiful twenty-eight years ago, and we have the rest of our lives to finish it—together.
Cheers to our fellow empty nesters. Here’s to hoping your nest is still intact.